2010 changeful year

New Divide



I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide



雖然沒有到reborn的階段，可是下個禮拜要下部隊了，
希望可以會是一個全新的開始。

也到了可以說今年要退伍這句話了，
可能很多人會說現在當兵很輕鬆了，役期也短多了。
但我只能贊同我阿公一句話：「看別人在做都很快，自己進去就袂同款。」

也是該規畫下半年的計畫。
老師說的對，無形的壓力比有形的壓力大，
我還沒出去就開始有感覺，自己給的壓力也不小。
我要堅持住。

另外小小的恭喜去年的自己，
因老師幫了很多忙。
所以讓我有這些證明自己的機會，雪梨和獎都讓我很開心。
告訴自己，我有這個能力。